♥ Aimi Noor ♥

When it comes to planning a big event in your life, the most important part is budgeting.  And when you’re implementing the plan,  you’ll most probably choose whatever that suit that moment of making decisions.  Like I plan to wear something dusty, greenish, very soft and calming colour for engagement, but the colour that I want is not there so I got to choose anything from the range so that my mom wouldn’t scold me “lagi sebulan je ni baju pun takde lagiiii”  The best part is, you ran away from your budget. And it happens yeah it really happens when you’re making a relationship closer to a halal status - the unexpected dugaan. Fret not, deal with it with patience and always always be enough of anything before the eyes.  Apa yang ada, itulah yang ada. That’s better InsyaAllah.  At this moment, be true to yourself. 

We have some moments that made us feel so contented that we cannot even mention how it feels like because it just us and the overwhelming feeling.  You know. You just know it. And nobody can make you feel exactly the same.  And one of my all unutterable moments,  was when his mother pull me in to kiss my cheeks.  The affection I never expected.  Moment that makes me preach myself to be a better one for us. A moment that spreads love without needing any sparks. The moment I wanted to love his family like mine, and I pray that he would love my family as his till the time we called as infinity. 

Hi all. How's life so far? I'm juggling so many things nowadays. Be it work, chores, friends and money. Being a PRP is not simply a PRP. You're like doing everything and you should know everything and you should learn so quick. High expectations - everywhere. What I can recap for the past half journey of being a PRP are 1. I am certain that I am still a clueless head. 2. I got my salary and started my saving by then. 3. I got no life tho I have more money. 4. I can help anyone I want, whenever I want. The same as I can buy anything I want. 5. I'm blessed with best PRP mates. 6. Everything I learnt in uni is currently being applied. It' like the pieces are joining together in my head whenever I'm triggered. But my memories are somewhat cannot be trusted these days. There you go six points! But honestly speaking, there's more. In fact, I can't spill everything here. It'll overflow. I am tired and exhausted even before the morning star...