The Growth.

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I had finished my degree study weeks ago. 3 weeks to be exact. The feeling is so relieving and calming that you do not need to wake up early to go to lecture, you don't have any deadlines, you are requirement-free and other superficial *loncat-loncat* happy feelings of graduating from a degree.  

but, deep down inside I do agree to some points that you're going to miss all those hectic moments of being a student. Cincaa..  

2013/2014 

Year One. Gosh masa ni noob habis. Semua rasa baru, except the packed schedule lah sebab one year foundation compared to other colleague yang biasa free-and-easy 2 year foundation. All of pharmacy students (female) being placed in Mahallah Tabari. Mahallah yang tercampak di luar campus compound, no other choice of place to eat except the cafe and lifeless compared to current condition. That time, mana ada segala Burger King, MYNY cafe, laundry, Lebak.. (banyak lagi nak list down but hmm) 

My first year memories semua circulating around these: 

1. tunggu bas (and Abang bas) as early as 7.30am to go to kulliyyah. 

2. finding my own ways of studying - which I only found best for me masa 2nd semester of Year Two. quite late huh? 

3. study bagai nak rak for quizzes. (dah Year Three baru immune with those quizzes. Year Four apatah lagi)

4. tahun paling tak ambil kisah pasal batch program, batchmates gossips, societies ke apa ke. Ya Allah, memang duduk dalam shell diam diam je. (I'm a IDGAS tortoise)  

5. got the award of "silent killer" masa rehlah Balok yang tak pergi punn. Thanks, I think I'm still a silent killer but with improving maneuvres. hehe 

2014/2015

Year Two. Senior-lah ciked padahal sebaya dengan First Year. 

Reunited dengan Dora. Improving study method, kot. Improving behaviour kahkah -- after "love letter" yang banyak komen "sombong ah", "senyum lah sokmo", "cuba minggle dengan orang lain"... 

To sum up Year Two, 

Kenal semua batchmates. Seronok bercerita part kenal tak kenal orang ni. Masa Year One dulu haram kenal. Bila nak sorak for athletics pun guna description orang je, like the famous one "brother seluar putih". Then, tertukar Fatin Husna and Fatimah. Padahal muka Fatimah lebih dekat dengan muka Ros. Taktahu la apa kena dengan mata. haha 

Turning point - join Taaruf program. Berniat lain, but Allah bagi lebih daripada apa yang diniatkan which made me more than grateful. 

2015/2016

Year Three. Bonding semakin teguh. Persahabatan semakin utuh. haha k. 

Lone ranger - ke mana pun seorang. The eager to graduate meruap-ruap, count down "one more year to go".  

Third year lah tahun yang paling umpphh, because of RP (research project). I enjoyed myself doing it, starting from literature search and I got a genius supervisor who iginites the sparks of research in me. I went to lecture from 8-5 roughly, then going to the lab in free time. Book freeze dryer, making friends with the PG (post-grad) and get to familiarize myself with the lab technician. Stay dekat lab until paling lewat I can recall is 12am (kena tulis nama dekat security post mahallah ).  And the routine repeats sampaiii habis that semester! - and still, I requested for IP (In Progress). 

Then during Year Three, all of us went to hospital or community posting. The 6 weeks attachment was in fasting month and the struggle of adapting to the new environment was real [fingers crossed]. to be honest, HM is a great place to learn - seriously. I learned about major departments in the hospital which excites me up till now to work in hospital setting. Habis attachment = habis semester three and then Hello final year!  

    

2016/2017 

Year Four. The first semester routine of year four is quite similar to what I told before, and I completed my RP joyfully. Alhamdulillah. Then, no more lab work and no more writing. During the journey of tablet making, all of them are very helpful. Thank you so much, may Allah bless [you know who you are]. -khalas first semester of final year-

The next one is, the most final ever, THE GRADUATING SEMESTER. Separuh semester berada di hospital, separuh lagi di IKOP. Masa berlalu pantas, setiap hari mencipta memori. Ada yang sehari satu selfie, ada yang buat apa yang tak pernah dibuat, ada yang food hunting ke hipster cafe - semua menghargai setiap saat bersama dengan pelbagai cara tersendiri.. 

Time seems to be slow when doing clinical attachment but when it is industrial training time, it slips as fast as what I could remember. 6 weeks passed dengan punch in - punch out, viva, presentations and all that, lepas tu dahh time of examination and then "poof!" graduation dinner and farewell time.  

                     

These people are my older brothers, older sisters, soulmates and of course, friends #TJ. These people taught me how to be better. These people taught me to understand and tolerate changes. These people are there with me, suffer what I suffer, enjoy what we have in four years together and barely surviving Pharmacy school. [we survived and still alive, kan?] 

Anyway I apologize to those whom I made you feel down or unappreciated, kalau termarah, tersentap, badmouthing or mengumpat, dengki dengan kejayaan, tak puas hati dengan perbuatan - I'm truly sorry. 

To Rx12, thanks for the memories. 

The rehlah, the dinners, the hikes and down the pitfalls of being a pharmacy student - the togetherness. 

May He showers us with His bountiful blessing and ease our journey in future. 

till then, I love you gaissss.