Post-MK post!



Salam 'Alayk! :)

 Hi fellas. This blog is meant to be the place where I nag about what happens to me and my life.

 Believe me I really wanna complain a lot about me having inconsistency in study and I have a very bad satisfactory level to my own self. 

 Why? because I can't answer the body system quiz that I had this evening. I'm not very well satisfied with my own answer. Menyampah dengan diri sendiri. hoi rasa nak lempang diri ni. Oh Godddd... ><

 ok, nuff. Instead of talking about nonsense, here I am to tell ya bout my last weekend activity. 

 On Saturday, I went to a campsite to attend an event handled by my big sister. We termed it Mukhayyam (MK). Roughly, there're 136 participants of MK. All of us are female! yeayy! [jumping]

 Y'know,sometimes it's good to be far away from male. Not that I'm not straight but yeah it felt really good to be yourselves without having to behave so much like when you're in front of boys. 



Camping, is when the girls don't shower. heheh. 

 Long nagging cut short, here's the resolution of my MK because MK is part of tarbiyah and tarbiyah is what makes you tough. [biceps UP!]

 Oh before that, let me tell ya the theme of MK. The theme is "baadiru!" and it means hasten or speed up or hurry! in doing dakwah /  improve ourselves / prevent evils (nahi munkar).

 During our final moments together, we need to list down our jahiliyyah  or bad continuous deeds in a piece of paper and throw it away in a box prepared labelled with "jahiliyyah box".

 I wrote: 1. movie marathon (with crying emoticons. I'm a movie addict.). 2. english and kpop songs (I got Rihanna's, JT's, GD's, Usher's, Exo's, Maroon 5's, and this post's gonna be forever if I listed 'em all). 

 These are major. I got some minor but I couldn't brain them at the moment. [sorry] 

 So, these are part of my resolutions:

 1. Change lagha English movies to documentary or history. 
2. Change the songs to listening to instrumental music or brain music. [you can google "Bamboo water" to have an idea of that]
3. Read about sirah of sahabah / prophets and learn. Read more!
4. At least, tadabbur a page of Holy Quran per day. It's a shame to not be able to read at least a page. T.T

 The world needs us. Baadiru! 
The sinner,
Me.

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