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I went to my uni last week with some reasons I made to make a worthy journey there (financially). It was a long journey but I enjoyed the bumpy ride. Arriving in the midst of the night, I forced someone loved to fetch me. It feels different after months of not being in the same environment.

That en.vi.ron.ment.
Because I'm not going there on the basis that I will repeatedly be going back and forth to the place, but to have only a journey there without plans of going back there. Not necessarily "pergi tak kembali" but "pergi tapi entah bila nak datang semula".

That feeling is the one that ripped me off that night. 
Flash forward, now I'm safe and sound at home as a full-time self-employed maid. It's a life by choice career for all functioning women, whether you like it or not. I somewhat like it though it is tiresome.

The pearls of staying at home post-graduation are that I learn to cook a whole-course meal - the main dish, side dish, desserts. Familiarizing with 24/7 chores without getting bored (I hope).
According to my mom, this is the time of training.

Why need training tho?

A drill to be a more responsible adult, a wiser woman. It is for you to have a neat life, well-managed house, filled tummy, and a happy family indeed. The training is not solely about doing chores but to manage adult thingy like paying bills, renewing car insurance, car service, organizing letters and forms, getting updated with news and general knowledge of the surrounding, y'know..handle your stuff on your own and whatnot.

This is not telling somebody how to live life. Merely, this is me, drawing a line on what to do, what to achieve and what to expect in my life. *wink*

"Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit," kata orang. "Alah bisa, tegal biasa juga," tambahnya.  



   
 

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